Hi Mom
Well I guess I'll no no longer bitch about my middle name...if i'd known you named me after your sister whom I adored and saw karate kid with, well different story!
mom you know i adored you, you were so freakin cute! I also adored your naivite?...and with that fully enjoyed all the laughter! Some at your expense, alright mostly, but in the most innocent and loving manner!?!
where to begin?...
Well there was this one time you made Mike and I get in the car to see "this amazing thing" lets just say you drove us to the next town during a rainy day, we pulled up across the street of this house with a wire fence around it and looked out the window to what you were pointing at.......perched all mighty and proud (your amazing thing!) AN OWL!...MADE OF WOOD! the instant i saw it i knew and i honestly dont think ive ever laughed soo hard in my life! i was crying laughing so hard and all you could so was look at me all innocent and say "what?..." eventually leading to shut up and if id seen it before it rained it wouldve been different!
im still laughing!!!!!
To My Beautiful sister Tammy,
First off I want to let eveyone know my sister named me Tina Marie. I always looked up to you when I was little, and wanted to be just like you. I loved it when I was around 5 and would spend the night at, Yours and Jim's condo. You would take me to so many fun places. As I grew older I became to realize, you were such a great prankster, you were so funny. We had so many great times just talking and laughing. We would laugh so hard our stomachs would hurt. I want to thank you for bringing two amazing kids in this world. My wonderful Niece and Nephew Nicole and Michael. I was so happy to be an Aunt and I love them so much. Nicole is like a sister to me. Now I am blessed again with a Great - Nephew.Your Grandson Cole is such a sweetie and so amazing. Then when it was time for me to have a baby. You were there for me through 38 hours of labor. I couldn't of done it without you Tammy. You stayed by my side the whole time. You let me squeeze your hand you were my rock. I am so blessed you were there for me. I couldn't think of a better person to have with me. You even yelled at the nurses for me, hehe. You will always be forever in my heart. I love you always.
mom,
memories..where to start? you fixed everything with dental floss!
you had to reopen your menu and point after questionably looking like you were unsure, for the dinner you already knew you wanted and yet if that menu were taken you'd haved starved, stubborn habits you certainly were very known for.hyper as can be you ate vanilla frosting by the can, coffee hagen daz ate with a fork(never to be shared) loved french fries that others ordered.
smile smile smile smile smile thats your #1 memory! smiled forever!
well have a million more but the thought of your smile reminded me my lil one needs my warmth i only have due to you.
i love you and wish the world to give you back to me. my mom my best friend, my biggest pain in the ass that i just adored. love you forever and ever,
nikki
